I didn't achieve the goals I had set for that journey but the fact that things didn't go according to expectations does not mean it was all for nothing. Often we make plans and we consider a failure if those plans do not work out. If we are too self-absorbed we might miss to see that, despite our disappointment, things worked for the better. Yes, blows and falls and tears in darkness might work better than our best wishes for ourselves. You know why? Because more often than not, we have absolutely no idea of what we really want, or worse, what we really need. Sometimes we are like kids wanting to eat candy all day and we lack the vision of the harm this can bring in the long run.
Being warped, unglued and lost in an inner journey leaves a mark. A BIG one.
2016 couldn't have a better or more extraordinary start. I would dare to say a miracle happened at 12.01. I felt it. Light and rebirth and a far better knowledge of myself. Like that song says,
"It's a new dawn,
it's a new day,
it's a new life,